The Man in the Mirror

Friday, August 03, 2007

Corey is 18 now, his birthday co-incides with our aniversary. One year is not a very long time but as far as teenage relationships go it is fairly significant. To celebrate his birthday Corey and I went to his dads place for dinner. I made him a black forrest cake. He got a cake yesterday from Daniel at the radio coarse. Corey's got cake!
He'll be celebrating his birthday in a weeks time when he holds a gaming party at my house, that should prove to be exciting.

Last night at radio class we had a practical session working with a commercial breakfast format. It was fun but there is so much to do and so much to remember in that short space of time. I consulted the programming director about my Debate idea and she has given it the green light, I still need to work out the finer details of how I could get that kind of program to work.

Have you ever noticed how song seem to leap out at you at times. At assembely the choir sung Michael Jackson's "Man in the Mirror". Although I am skeptical of change within people the message is paticularly relevant. Who do I wan't to be for other people? If I want to be a better person for those around me I "gotta look at myself and make the...change".
The first thing I got to ajust is my habbit of "thinking out loud", I do this too often and too rarely it of any importance or merit.

I want to go to Charles Sturt University soon and check it out. It may not be first on my priority list but it would be a good idea to check it out and ask a few questions.

Snap into gear!

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

More than ever before I realise that I am not the best at the interpersonal. Recently I've been unmotivated, insensitive and somewhat distanced in general and it shows.

I have been berated by a number of people. I've got a lot to do right now, I've got a lot to work out. At the moment I'm going to come out of my own world, keep me head down and remain quiet.

To all those people who have been hurt by my actions (or inactions as the case may be) I would wish to apologise. I do not wish to rationalise what I have done, as there is none. I do not expect to be forgiven.